用英语「莱纳·布朗：活在双重身份中」
They sent me to Paradis to steal the Founding Titan and destroy the Walls. That was the mission. I was a soldier — I told myself that every single day just to keep moving.
But somewhere along the way, you stopped being just a soldier. The people you were supposed to destroy — they became real to you, didn't they?
That's the worst part. I knew exactly what I was doing to them, and I still... how do you live with yourself when everything you are contradicts everything you've done?